Smoking, whether electronic cigarettes or tobacco, is never going to be only your problem. When you suffer these negative health effects, you become a burden on society. Not only is a sick person less economically productive, but they expend public resources in the form of additional healthcare expenditure (even in countries without universal healthcare, it is still highly Government-subsidised), increasing the likelihood of needing welfare, increasing the burden on already-strained public welfare programmes, and it,, of course will damage your interpersonal relationships too.

Addiction is progressive. It happens with tobacco too. Over time, the same amount of vape fluid will no longer "do the trick". People who smoke tobacco will smoke larger and larger amounts for it as their body builds a tolerance to nicotine. Vape users will start needing stronger and stronger doses to ward of withdrawal. I personally know people who started vaping at 16 who are now 19 and need to vape every hour or they start experiencing withdrawal. This can and likely will eventually happen to you!

I don't mean to offend, but this is destructive behaviour. You are trying to tell me that you want to continue down a spiral of addiction instead of getting the help you need.

Quitting is very hard. I'm not going to pretend that you're a bad person for not being able to quit, because you're not. But you need to force yourself against your will to help yourself. "I don't want help" is ultimately going to lead to your own demise.

You don't need to defend your thoughts to me. I'm just some random person on the Internet, and untimately, I have no control over what you do. But you do need to defend them to yourself. Don't cheat yourself out of a fulfilling, addiction-free, anxiety-free life. Plus, you'll save a lot of money on vapes over your lifetime.

0% of people who quit smoking or quit vaping regret it, but nearly 100% of those who don't quit and get even more addicted wish they could have stopped sooner.