Just the reason why I stopped using Vaultwarden and returned to Bitwarden (EDIT: ditching self hosting the password manager).
I'm not specialized in this, can't update right away, might not know of all security vulnerabilities I have - better leave it for the professionals.
yes, you're right. my message was unclear, I see now. While I do self host many other things, I just didn't want to take the risk regarding my password manager.