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[–] it_wasnt_arson@awful.systems 5 points 10 hours ago (12 children)

For years I lived right by the sea. I had plenty of alcohol and medications. the prevailing currents would've swept my body across the border into a hostile country, where no one who found it would've cared. I don't live to spare anyone else's feelings, not least those who would mourn me as dead for living the life I want to live. I live because I deserve it, I deserve my family's respect and care while we're both here, and I don't need anyone else's shame.

To live on solely for obligation and guilt isn't living at all, and anyone who wishes that on someone else just so they can remain a half-dead trophy they can congratulate themselves for "saving" can eat shit. If you're reading this and you need to hear something, keep going. Keep trying. We live in an insane world; sometimes you have to try the same thing over and over so you can get different results. Live another day and see what happens. Not for anyone else, but because it's a shame to miss out on this wild a ride.

This post honestly just pisses me off. Your life is worth living. Not your parents' child's life. Yours.

[–] TubularTittyFrog@lemmy.world 6 points 9 hours ago* (last edited 9 hours ago) (4 children)

you don't get to decide that for other people. they do.

we have no control over other people, especially not their inner emotional lives.

[–] it_wasnt_arson@awful.systems 1 points 9 hours ago (2 children)

So? That's their problem. There are people who'd dance on my grave if I died tomorrow, too, and what they think has just as little bearing on my decision to keep living. Categorically irrelevant. You can't show someone the beauty and joy of living by dragging them through shame. Worse still, pegging your self-worth to others' suffering creates an implicit threshold, a thought stuck in the back of your mind: "What if the suffering I cause now is more than the momentary pain I'd cause by stopping?"

It feels good to tell people things like this. It's one of the most awful things to hear.

[–] mnemonicmonkeys@sh.itjust.works 1 points 6 hours ago

I think they may have meant that you don't get to decide on how other victims of depression feel about suicide. Nobody else shares your life, experiences, and values so iyou shouldn't assert what they should do with their lives.

If that's the case they were trying to make, then they didn't do the best job explaining themselves. Or I could have completely misunderstood their comment

[–] TubularTittyFrog@lemmy.world 1 points 9 hours ago* (last edited 9 hours ago) (1 children)

so if it's their problem why are you resenting them for not sharing in your views? why do you feel compelled to pass judgement on them for not sharing your philosophy and feelings on life?

[–] it_wasnt_arson@awful.systems 1 points 4 hours ago

I'm sorry, I'm not sure I understand. Who are "they," and what is "that" in your initial reply?

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