KyuubiNoKitsune

joined 1 year ago

But you're not discussing it, your projecting your world views on others and making accusations and assumptions about me. Which I don't really appreciate. You neither know me, how my mind works or what I've gone through. It also seems like you may or may not understand how mental health issues can affect cognition or perception.

So with that, I'll end the conversation there.

[–] KyuubiNoKitsune@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 5 months ago (2 children)

What does that even matter?

Maybe I don't want to be alive? Maybe being alive was something that was done to me? Maybe being born into the family and body I have is the trick?

Like, you sound so pedantic, bitter and quite angry about something people say to express something happening slowly without necessarily noticing how bad it is until something brings it to their attention.

Believe it or not, and this may be hard to grasp, but not everyone experiences life the way you do in your head.

I think as long as you're living an active lifestyle, it's all good.

Just remember to always wear sunscreen :P

[–] KyuubiNoKitsune@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 6 months ago (4 children)

I don't think it's about caring.

When you slowly boil the frog in water, does it care that it's being boiled? Yes. Does it notice? Not initially no, it becomes apparent later on when it impacts it's life.

I was stuck inside for almost 2 years alone, I didn't have friends and I felt shit about myself altogether. I didn't look in the mirror and I didn't notice.

Until a friend sent me a photo of me at the park and I realised how bad it was and that I felt disgusting.

Did I care? Yeah, but I didn't notice the gradual change. I can identify the behavior and I can say the average time span, but I have no idea when it actually started or when it started to plateau.

I don't have a scale, I don't weigh myself, I actively avoid mirrors to stop me from hating myself even more..

I also think you're taking the saying too literally.

[–] KyuubiNoKitsune@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 6 months ago (3 children)

Keep fit, watch your diet and look after your skin and teeth and you'll get it right. I'm a bit chubby now but I'm feeling better now that I'm doing these things.

Try taking up climbing, if you can meet friends that way, you'll have them to keep you accountable. Also it's way more fun than being at a normal gym.

[–] KyuubiNoKitsune@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 6 months ago (2 children)

After being depressed for the last 20+ years, I tried RTMS and I have to say I think it has worked. I don't feel so fucking down all the time. I don't know if it's a placebo, but even if it is, I am using this opportunity to completely turn my life around. Started eating healthy, working out and looking after myself and I'm feeling great.

[–] KyuubiNoKitsune@lemmy.blahaj.zone 20 points 6 months ago (14 children)

The part of this that sucks is that one day this shit just stops. Went from skinny stick figure constantly being told to eat more and put on weight while eating SO much, then I hit 35 and all of a sudden I'm 15kg overweight and sporting a nice double chin.

[–] KyuubiNoKitsune@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 6 months ago (2 children)

Docker and the docker-compose yaml files. They'll be invaluable. Compose files allows you to create custom networking and run multiple containers.

Super useful and what most people use to run simple docker workloads.

You don't have to understand how to create containers, just understand how they work and the commands to use them effectively.

I don't know. I have a 7th gen i7 and it works fine, I want a new PC but can't afford it, but even if I could I wouldn't touch Win11 with a barge pole.

I fucking hate it. I don't want to move to Linux. Probably just pirate the updates for the next 3 years and then deal with the security risk.

Need to petition the EU to shop this shit and force them to extend life due to the insane amount of e-waste it will cause.

Damn... I hope you are feeling a bit better after that (but probably not because of the absurdity of it all)

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